Just as I started my Love Your Bible study group. I was just getting to the "drop cover hold" point when the assistant pastor ran into the room yelling for us to go outside.
Flashbacks to 5 years ago. I sat in the carpark while the building was being checked, trying to concentrate on breathing and explaining to a more recent arrival to this City why I cannot get used to this.
Once the all clear was given we continued our study, but once I got home the emotions hit. I got the the curling up into a small qivering ball stage
I had been getting better. I am confident I will do so again. But I will never get used to this.